ANNOUNCEMENT
POSTED AT 05:29 PM

musikabuhayko

Guys... this blog is DEAD!!!!! So please don't go checking in on this... use my musikabuhayko.multiply.com.ü I'll be using that mostly na... HINDI NA ITOH!! Ok?:D
Feeling: blah

oo na.
POSTED AT 02:58 PM

musikabuhayko

Yup yup. I'm here.:D

Minsan lang magupdate pero... etoh. Buhay parin.

Anyways... time to talk.

Hello.

First thing's first. I officially declared last week that I've fully accepted that I'm no longer a junior.... BUT a senior. I am no longer the long haired weirdo now. I don't belong in the first floor classroom that is pathetically infested with all kinds of pests. I can't run last minute visits in the canteen anymore.

Well... I am no longer a bibbo kid.

(WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)

Nostalgic pala???

Hahaha!!!

Of course I'll always be a bibbo at heart, they'll say.

Yeah, I kinda believe that too.

But.... you won't be able to go to that same rotting classroom anymore..

And just be.... Bibbo.

But anyways, like I said. I have officially ADAPTED with this.... new year.

Scary, yeah. Stressing? Absolutely.

Pero... I think this year has potential to be a very fun rollercoaster ride.

diba? DIBA? Just agree.

Let's just hope na we'll not spin too much and spill vomit all over everyone. (that's a disgusting metaphor.)

Anyway. Nakailang anyway na ba ako? Redududududududundant.

Haha...

Babbling babbling me.

Hmm...

Lam mo may sama ng loob din akong gustong ilabas....

Tsk... Angst nanaman... Here we go again.

Dramatic pa eh noh. Ngek. I don't like drama and stuff. They call me the "iced" person. Malamig. Walang paki. Manhid.

Politika ng pagkamanhid.

Ay. Theology of the crumbs pala. (Yes, please support the Pondo ng Pinoy. At kuya Jose, please don't get the money from my PNP bottle? THANK YOU)

Saan na ako? Ah, yes. Manhid. That is me. Siyempre, oo nalang ako. Sabi ng iba "the person who'll know you best is yourself."

Is that really an absolute fact? Or is it just a theory that can be easily disproved? (Economics pala.)

Nyak. I'll cut that line of thought. It's dramatically heading to the climax of this "supposed" entry.

And in my opinion, it's starting to get pathetic.

Anyways, (anyways nanaman) I guess I'll stop here for now.

Who knows when I'll be back again. 

Listening to: crickets
Feeling: blank

Magdulakenhaymen!!!
POSTED AT 02:02 PM

musikabuhayko

I miss them...

I miss having people to lean on to...

Why do I suddenly feel like I'm swept off my feet?

Or am I just enlightened to the reality, and was awakened from the realm I learned to believe and  is fooled as truth?  

They're no longer here, can't you see that?

See how easily they vanished.

Life's moments can be a trickery of the mind. One moment, you think it would last... and the next moment - poof - it's gone.

I want to be happy.

But... sigh... I can't.

Will I ever be?

Selfish, kathy. I'm ashamed of you. You're so darn selfish.

 

Niyak..
POSTED AT 11:28 AM

musikabuhayko

hi.

la ako masabi. Daming pangyayari ngayon.

Mas maayos para saakin kung hindi ko na sabihin sa inyo.

Wag keong masaktan if ever I don't say anything.

Especially YOU... yes. YOU.

I don't tell others naman what happened to me or what.

Those people who'd know it just witnessed it or heard it from someone who did.

So shh. No more drama please.

I don't want fights anymore.

I just want silence.

Sorry though, if it still hurts you.  

Listening to: hear you me
Feeling: tired

WOw. alimit na siyang magupdate.:)
POSTED AT 02:36 PM

musikabuhayko

Wow. Look who's trying to change her life.
Naguupdate na si Kathy.

Party naman diyan oh. Haha.

Why do you think is she updating?

Wala lang. Inspiration strikes.

By the way, I personally greet.... CHARMS!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!

I love you mehn.

Anyway.... ehem. I am diappointed.

Not at anyone, FYI. Baka magkagera nanaman dito kung hindi ko iclaclarify.

This is a personal stuff na. Not like the press con thing.

Tapos na yun.

Nada.

The end.

Get over it.

Disappointed. Why?

To tell you honestly I failed a chem quiz.

And worse, I failed because of a stupid reason.

I DIDN'T SEE THAT PART B OF THE TEST ON THE BOARD.

And so I lost 5 points just like that.

How disappointing.

Tsk. Grade conscious noh?

Eh kasi naman.

OO NAH. Tatahimik na. I won't think about it na.

Hm.. maybe, just maybe, I've been ill tempered today because of that simple fact that I failed that quiz.

And to think.... Miss Guevara wrote a note to me on that quiz on that SAME page....

 Study more on this topic please?

OH MI GOSH!

What a painful slap on the face.

Tsk. Worse. I posted this entry to let everybody know of my stupidity.

How stupid am I?

 

Feeling: feeling stupid